Ender's Diary Entry #3

Dear Diary,
I think that my life here at Battle School is already planned out to be horrible, difficult and most of all frustrating. Just when I was starting to make some friends in my Launch Group (which was quite difficult after the Bernard incident), I got transferred to an army. Yes, I am 6 years old and already part of a practice army at Battle School. I can't believe it because I had to leave my friends, Shen and Alai, for a horrible commander and other soldiers who already hate me. My commander's name is Bonzo Madrid and it was hate at first sight. The way he speaks to me and everything he orders me to do is just plain unpleasant. We've already had one battle and it was horrible. Bonzo didn't even let me get into the fight and I could have done so well. But, I guess he doesn't know that because he doesn't let me take part in the practices either! Oh, I hate him, I hate him, I hate him!!! Well, that helped to get my anger out. To add to my troubles, I still feel horrible about what I did to Bernard. It was completely an accident and I felt like throwing up. I just wish that things wouldn't always go wrong when I'm there. I guess that Bernard and I are bound to be enemies for life. That is a horrible thought and writing in this diary hasn't made me feel any better. Hopefully, next time I write in you it will all be happy news!
Sincerely,
Ender